ok. so i think i will actually make a real entry because i never do. k well first off i have been hanging out with garrett a lot and i seriously love that guy. and he loves me back. yes. aaaaaaaaand i have a funny story. i was coming home on friday and i was locked ouit of my house. i had no way to get in other than my dog door witch is tiny because this is how small my dogs are. mhmmmm. so i was soo close to getting in until my fat ass comes along and stops me. i was like fuck this i really need to get in so i pushed with all my might to try to get in and i just couldnt. it hurt soooo bad and check out the bruise i got from it. DISGUSTINGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!! hahah. but yeah it sucked. then i just went to my neighbor's house and they had a key the whole time. i kicked myself. and im a little more motivated to lose weight since that incident. ahh im gaining weight so bad. like seriously this is me. yeah. so anyway i think im dont now. <3